it's all part of the plan
So burden
posted on Monday, April 07, 2014 @ 11:02 PM
today was a series of unfortunate events:
  • i was supposed to wake up at 3 to complete my PI but the alarm rang and i slept on, and i suspect that in my half-awake stupor i turned it off ...
  • ... which leads to me chionging it in the morning while others were having bb shop :(
  • and i slept with wet hair yesterday so my back was aching
  • i waved at victor but he daoed me walao idiot siol
  • after gp me isaiah and annette had to stay back to ask about the lesson plan thing so we missed recess
  • my computer died on me so i couldn't print my PI
  • which is why i got scolded by my scary PW teacher
  • MOE tried to call me multiple times but it was during lessons so obv i couldn't answer hahaha u think i so free is it
  • when i finally was able to receive a call, i got cut off halfway cos my phone ran out of money ;__;
  • forgot to bring fortnight cards
  • was a super super big and useless burden during b^3 prac today sianz
really cannot stand myself la why am i such a burden to everyone around me all the time
i choke up the air, i'm hardly noticeable but i'm there
and i don't even dare to look anyone in the eye anymore

just feel like giving up on all the responsibilities and work and sleeping, but i haven't done my math tutorial yet and if i make another mistake victoria is really gonna kill me. plus i have PI to edit and print because my teacher was already very nice to have given me a second chance to find her tmr.

this week is getting crazy we have auditions this thurs / fri and i don't even know happy yet and i was originally supposed to go for free cone day but then GP lesson plan and PW consultation and b^3 prac came about i don't even think i'll have time to go home

and i'm itching like mad now. i just took 2.5ml of zyrtec but i'm scared cos it's the liquid form and it might make me feel drowsy, i'm not sure cos i didn't check the box. but right now i'm bleeding all over - my shins, feet, butt (sorry for tmi), arms, torso

gaaahHHdfaakfjf

i don't think tomorrow will be a better day tbh considering all the undone homework i have plus i have no place to work at home anymore cos i have 3 brothers and they are all getting bigger and needier and they are territorising my table + computer

ok guys sorry for all these negative stuff thanks to all who tried to comfort me whatever today tq annette kimhe qingkai claudia isaiah sunyi gillian amy arielle angeline jessalyn janelle mrs lydia tan :-) sorry for being an especially assholey asshole today :c

[update]
BUT!!!! thank god for the good things that happened today too:
1. mah 2 new friends in ell tutorial :)
2. lydia tan allowing me to postpone my consultation session
3. my eles interview got brought earlier to 24 april so i can go for class camp after all
4. the pretty sky today

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But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.