just got home and bathed and now feeling comfortably full and clean :) i think i'm going to take the runny nose syrup later cos i'm still itching ;__;

today was LAMP day 1 and haha it was ok lah ... though some bits were a little repetitive because rgs / gb have provided us with so many leadership training / personality analysis experiences that most things that were covered today, i have already gone through before. but the official stuff aside, today was quite fun too! i think i'm starting to appreciate 45th batch'13 more and getting to know the guys in primers'15 better :) really thankful that i chose to join bb in the end despite parents' misgivings because they are quite an amazing and fun-loving bunch. i love how about half the people in the primers batch are in my comfort zone so when i interact with the batch it's like i have one foot in my comfort zone and the other out in the mysterious land beyond. it's like navigating through uncharted waters in a familiar vessel :-) hehehe

i do hope this happiness lasts. i'm scared i'll forget to be thankful because people are starting to ignore me / forget me again. but at least they remember me eventually, and maybe i should learn to be content enough with that. okay.

so anyway i arrived at bb hq / cambodia late cuz hipst4h and hastily joined the group with desiree and yiwei and yiwei's no. 5. then while i was randomly doodling on my paper as usual matthew kept looking over which i found quite disturbing at first bc like what why you keep staring ... until i realised that he's actually a legit artist oops. so after that desiree and i decided to be poseur artists and started drawing sheep and before we knew what was happening everyone started drawing hipsterer sheep till it became a ship and then a lion (???? too hipsta 4 mi) hahaha

then we got split up into groups and i was alone :'( fascinatingly, hannah was in the same group as both no. 4 and no. 5 what even.

on a totally unrelated note ... capt john samuels popz si0l 50 likes on his fb pic yo

ok coming back to topic, after lunch we played this game whereby we had to somehow form a knot in between 2 people while we were all tied up together to form a human chain which was quite frustrating at first but in the end we made it :') i was actually the one who thought of how to do it and i felt so proud of myself till i realised that the method with which we used was the dumb / slow method haha o k a y :( then we had other boring slides etc and then it ended

we decided to grab an early dinner and just hobo around, which we did till around 8 wowz so this is jc life - nua-ing around in the day, closet mugging at night, then somehow scraping As for A's. we went to plaza sing and found a hobo spot under the cold storage travellator which is apparently quite a popular hobo spot cos after some time we were kachiao-ed by vishnu's class ...... i didn't even know it existed previously. then after eating our $3.99 manhattan fish market meal we played several rounds of werewolf which was fun cos i got to be all the characters for once! esp voodoo hahahah arahdhah haha

then we went home and i found out matthew is really nice to talk to cos he can't babble on and on and i don't even need to respond i can just listen to him talk hahaha

ok tmr shiyi says he wanna go arcade #thuglyfe but :'( arcade is like a vice in my mind like what all the paikia gangster bengs do besides smoking drinking and getting into gang fights

i really can't stand the itch anymore sorry bye