i am aching inside

today i'm doing something really nice and appreciative for a person who hates me.
i'm sorry we couldn't have it all. here's my farewell gift, and after this i will never disturb you ever again. promise.


today px and i attempted to mug chinese (in the end we really didn't do any work at all hahaha the wonders of the 2 of us) but all we ended up doing was eating lots and folding origami boxes and stalking actors

we practised our origami skills as you can see c: we bought a big packet of nerds from the value shop and sneaked it into the library. then we made many paper boxes out of pei xuan's old geog notes and split them according to their colours. the kids and the librarians were mighty suspicious hahaha


i think i'm starting to fully appreciate the fragility of happiness. the sad thing is, most of the time, you don't realise it's there till it's gone :( these few days have been cold and blue. i really have no idea what to write but i feel obliged to keep track of the events in my life. my sentences are short and disjointed because. because!!! gah!!!!