Another life update!!
Recess week has finally come to an end; I hardly studied, but at least I managed to get ample rest... That's how I comfort myself at least hahaha.

I moved halls this Monday. It was quite heartwarming seeing how many people were willing to help the weaker ones (like me and my lack of biceps hahaha) move stuff over / clean up the rooms. Thanks Nick's mum and Zac for your cars, thanks Benlum for helping me carry my luggage up to the tenth floor LOL, thanks James for helping me mop my floor while I sat on my bed using my phone :p and YAY THANK YOU GOD for putting Sipei right next to me!! V happy about this hehehe. Even though the rooms suck lah the bed so small that anyone above 168cm cannot fit on it, and the desk is so small you can't even use your laptop on it -__- quite done la like what kind of stupidass design is this. Also I am really sad about leaving Hall 11 despite having close to no friends there - I've gotten used to the kampong feel of dorms, how you can shout from one end of the block to the other to say hi to your friends, how me and Peixuan can spontaneously decide to cook cup noodles at 3am in the morning, how James can just show up at my doorstep 30 seconds after I invite him over. It's been great, Blk 53, I'm sad to leave you :'( though really the one person I miss the most by far is Pei Xuan. Let's eat Hall 2 takoyaki together more often hehehe.

On Tuesday I met up with the uke club people to practise / grab dinner / play cards. We played this kinda cool game which I forgot the name of but it was pre chill and happy and they thought me and sipei knew each other for like a few years alr by the way we interact but like we only know each other for 7 weeks???? Which made me realise like... Spending so much time with the rep kids, it's rly sped up the friend making process by a lot lol. Is that good?? Or bad?? Not v sure.

On Wednesday I met up with Amy and it was a great catch up :') thanks for studying with me even though I didn't do shit (and I doubt you did much either) but time spent with you is always A+ hehehe. You're my new ipad wallpaper now yay!!

And on Wednesday night a group of us (Bryan Gerald Zac Sipei Ellen Fangyi Shitong Ashley Jireh Emerson Shaokai) went to f club for ladies night. First proper clubbing experience!! Was really quite fun tbh. But I don't think God approves so this will probably be my last time hahahaha. Damn embarrassing though cos Emerson pushed me up the podium but I lost my balance and fell into some people instead wah cannot la. Paiseh ttm hahahaha. And then we went to Chupitos to do shots and they were goood but diluted. And after clubbing some of them went for supper at Macs while me Shaokai Ellen cabbed back home. It was fun and had the same good vibes I had post-jash :))) thankful for new experiences.

On Thursday I went for my NTU Christian Fellowship SG outing!!! Actually I was supposed to go for badminton with them in the afternoon but like I was lazy and overslept so I didn't go lolol. But I did go for dinner with them and karaoke later where I heard how terrible/good they r at singing.... Uh.... My ears died srsly... But it was fun. I really have to put in more effort into making friends. Especially Christian ones. Which is why I went lah and it turned out alright even though they sang rly emo songs which made me sad :( next Monday is our third bible study session and I'm just gonna go there with an open heart and open mind and hopefully things will get better :)

On the lurrrrve front, things have sort of quietened down already. And it's for the better I guess. James and I are just friends, guys, and we are gonna stay just friends for a very very long time. I'm glad that God had me experience all that I've experienced because I really did learn a lot about relationships and commitment and about what I want these past few weeks. I still do struggle with self esteem issues, which I guess was why I was so tempted to settle at the start. But I know better now; and I am praying for God to send the right person at the right time. For now I just have to guard my heart and treat him as a normal friend. And if when the right time comes I realise he's become the right person, perhaps something will happen. But that is not for me to think about, not at this moment.

That's what's on my side. On his side last I checked he is still quizzing PX constantly about me hahahaha. Hope he gets over me soon (though there is a part of me that wishes he doesn't, for all the wrong reasons).

I'd still like to blog about yesterday, though. After my dental appointment we met up to go shop for furniture at Toa Payoh. He damn funny lah he took a photo of us and sent it to Felysse captioning it "Shopping for our new house" hahahaha (don't take this too seriously pls it's just a running gag that the two of us are married IT'S JUST A JOKE). Then we ate bcm for lunch. And then we went to Tpy library to study but then we looked at each other and were like well we don't really wanna study right so we just left the library and went to town to buy his guitar. I followed him cos I wanted to look at ukuleles but I didn't buy any in the end cos I'm still deciding on my budget. But omg v funny cos the guitar shopkeepers thought we were bf gf and they asked him to buy me a diamond for my birthday LOL.  Documenting this so I can laugh about it next time. And then we chilled for a while at Macs before we went to my house to jam with his new guitar :D wah damn fun sia forgot how fun jamming is. Halfway through we had to go into the room cos my piano teacher came to teach my mum piano hahaha. So we just chilled in the study room for a while listening to his clubbing music and learning a bit of guitar. And ahhh glad to have him as a friend :') glad to have found friends at all. Thank you God :')

Anyway I have more pressing issues to resolve at the moment. Like HOW I HAVEN'T STARTED STUDYING FOR MIDTERMS ARGH I AM SCREWED. Okay bye guys I have wasted enough time.

PS: Obsessed with Twilight by JJ Lin tho hahahaha pls go listen guys

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