my latest obsession with meghan trainor's hit single is getting in the way of my focusing on anything and everything apart from shaking dat booty

realised i post every weekend or so??? didn't ever used to have a fixed blogging schedule, i usually blogged according to feel and need but now it seems like i'm developing one. and no i am not bringing this up randomly; i'm starting to realise that ever since sec 4 i've become more fond of order and neatness of handwriting (just the other day my classmate asked me, "are you ocd?" and i was about to cry out in protest when i realised ... yeah a bit) and this is a bit weird cos all my life i've been a super super messy person. so what sparked off this change in me i wonder? though i'm still a really disorderly person in many respects ... take my desk and wardrobe for example haha. and my homework file is o m g a humongous mess i never know where my lecture notes or worksheets are ... which brings me to my next point of how my studies are seriously crap right now and idk how i'm gonna buck up in time to meet promotional criteria ~_~

yeah this afternoon i had really good alone time while walking back home from rg - in fact i was so focused on what i was thinking that i realise i have absolutely no memory of walking past the env building or through the mrt station or past the hawker centre.
like. none.
i feel that the me time was much needed though. ever since jc started there has hardly been any time for serious self reflection and anything. maybe i've been spending more time than it's healthy on stalking random people i don't even know and reading through conversations i don't partake of hahaha. sigh why am i so unfruitful in the things that matter and yet such a temporal spendthrift when it comes to useless shit

and so ... moving on to the review of the past week. nothing much actually happened since i live such a boring life but on friday the band kidz had our performance at hometeam which is suPER ulu what even. think we spent more time waiting for a cab in the rain than actually performing ahaha such is the logic that i encounter in my daily life. and later that day we had a gte + samatthew outing to isle concert!!! which started cough half an hour late cough and thus also cough ended late :( but congrats team laos for raising $2k from it despite all the odds!!! somehow even i feel the stress from listening to my classmates rant about isle hahaha.

i tell you isle concert was seriously a mistake. shouldn't have waited so long to get home (wowz guess who i was trying to avoid zzz) because the next day was adex and i ended up freaking oversleeping by almost an hour. at 7.17 i woke up naturally and was shocked to see the sky so bright. well i managed to make it before they left school so phew thank God i wasn't more tired that morning.

well adex was okay-ish. i didn't like the hiking part but i loved cycling :') wish we could've cycled more. it is just so relaxing to watch your surroundings fly past you and enjoying the experience of travelling fast without actually having to exert much physical strength. aw can i take part in my own pw action plan :( cycling around to heritage sites and coffee shop hopping likka #heritagehipsta

after the expedition officially ended we went to play water like a couple of primary school kids oh man guys are really retarded ... i can't even ahaha. not to say that girls aren't ok jess for one expressed desire to join the guys in splashing water at each other. tho i would've readily joined in too not for the fact that the toilet facilities are so crap (heehee pun) after all the fun at da beach we went to bedok mall to get dinner/supper of sorts even though it was like ...... 11pm hahahah. and despite the reaaally long journey home all in all it was a good day :)

also ... since i am only posting once a week i would like to crown jessalyn as Blessing of The Week!!!!! ahh thanks for jumping over from your group and accompanying me during part of the hike cos i really felt so lonely and sick (stupid sore throat and runny nose from those wretched cassava chips + whatever other nonsense i've been eating) and also for our albeit short private post-dinner shopping date!!! also for letting me crash your class during a lonely break when my class was having econs and gillian heartlessly skipped off to her isle booth :'( other blessings include also my BBs and (some) classmates :))) and food. and my mother who cooked liang cha for me TWICE now that i'm sick with cough + headache + runny nose :(

but yuck it tastes really gross i cannot
must i really drink it

actually i have more to blog about but i don't feel like writing anymore

seriously i don't know what i'm doing ... i have an ell paper 1 assignment due tmr and i have not even read the texts yet!!!

Labels: primers, weekend adventures