my thoughts are too disjointed today
1. my throat is kind of dying. i think i ate too much bei tei saw on monday x_x
2. i think the Gentlemanly XP is trying really hard to talk to me but idk i kind of got sick of the topic of gp hw after the first time
3. sorry people, feel free to give up on me then :( i don't think i'm ever gonna learn how to be properly responsive
4. according to victoria my math teacher threatened to give me a white slip if i continue to not do tutorials but it's prolly just victoria's fantasies that another colleague would take the same totalitarian mindset (she is seriously so strict and close-minded and half her rules don't make sense esp the one about no jokes allowed to be cracked during class) as her
5. today i found out how crazy gillian is. if i didn't know that before i know that now hahahaha during econs lecture she was laughing at some vine vid so hard that she almost started hyperventilating
6. i took a nap and when i woke up it was 7 and i had a headache
7. in school i'm just -stone- and i'm talking even less now because i'm just so sian of everything nowadays
8. now that more and more couples are forming, i feel some sort of peer pressure to find a mate and my father keeps on teasing me about guys because he think he funny l o l (he not) pls everyone. i don't need this kind of shit right now.
9. but then again how am i gonna find a husband i'm never going to get married and cats won't even like me i'm going to die sad and alone in my bachelorette's pad


this is like some space i can just be comfortably self-absorbed in but then sometimes irl i forget that i'm not here so i continue to be comfortably self-absorbed ... this is not good