instead of doing my PI today like the good student i'm supposed to be i coded this layout because inspiration struck at 2+am yesterday night and nowadays inspiration hardly strikes so i couldn't let that moment pass :( but aiya after i slept through the night and went to church most of the magic had quite gone alr so i took quite a while to finalise the whole concept ...... and it turned out vastly different from what i first imagined it to be like. ah well i'm no longer young and creative i guess.

now it says 'abaxial' on top and if you hover over it (and all the other icons too) you get to see some cool transition effects at play :) actually if you google abaxial it has a really stupid meaning but whateva it soundz kewl

anyway it's 10.27 my family just came back from astons because we were celebrating my father's birthday. i haven't done PI yet i haven't even started am i dead or am i dead. i'm really full too so i can't even think straight how am i supposed to survive tonight even ........

so. well. yesterday. was mock blaze. i left the house at 10.30, waited at newton mrt for 1 hour before boarding the train to khatib, took the bus to yishun park, sunbathed for a while before camping out at the toilet with the projectile non-combative weapon-based testing board as a picnic mat, then took the bus and train home. i admit i was really pissed at first like what you just made me waste 5 hours of my Productive Saturday and i had to forgo my outing to USS because of this how am i not mad??? then i thought about it and really, i have no right at all to be angry - i'm part of the mock blaze comm too, which makes me partially responsible, and what's more i hardly did any work. plus i legit had da gud lyfe i woke up at 9am while the flag-off team had only 1-3 hours of sleep, didn't have to run around, didn't have to carry any kayaks or join a search rescue team for the missing team 1 ..... really i had it a lot better than the others so why am i even complaining? people like angeline and victor stayed up many many late nights to get the proposal finalised and everything while i just did my usual ~slacking off~ that i'm even too paiseh to show my face for whatever comm meetings / dry runs ah well my part in this event was basically a joke.

then after that i came home and fell asleep for 5 hours straight before completing my super overdue physics tutorial (still can't solve the last qn ;__;) c:

shoot it's 10.40 already i should get started on my PI.

on a different note, i switched off notifications for whatsapp, like completely turned it off that even the red number doesn't show. i like the quiet actually now i have a legit reason to dao people hehehe :-) so everybuddy if there's anything urgent pls text me instead thanku