i'm falling into delirium
i had this dream last night which was really odd, but it did help me sort out my feelings about Things. i was confused and lost before, but now i'm getting a sort-of idea as to what i should do next.

was watching old xfactor vids on youtube cos nothing betta to do
shows like x-factor and american idol are gonna be put down as white-trashy and degrading by mainstream media* soon, mark my words. it just needs an influential spokesperson to point out the already obvious (but the general population is just too dumb to look at things critically) for a whole new movement to get rolling ~_~
* i.e. the blogs of pretentious tumblrers, facebooky faux news sites, youtube vids etc such is the state of the world we live in

i am rapidly depleting my chewing gum supply from switzerland oh no anyone going overseas who can ship back another crate or two for me

also please don't comment on my fashion taste when i obviously am just experiencing a temporary clothes shortage (my switz-italy laundry is being washed slowly ... very slowly)

i read clockwork princess the whole day (and i'm still not done with it!) and shedding tears for tessa & jem & will i think i earned a few odd stares from my colleagues and fellow commuters

in other news, i managed to catch the earlier bus today for the first time in many weeks. i spotted ketchup but not mustard (or is it mustard but not ketchup? i actually can't tell the 2 ladies apart) on the bus. confused? allow me to explain: on the first day i took bus to work, i noticed this lady dressed in a mustard yellow blouse sitting on the outer seat of the first row. a few stops later, she was joined by her friend, dressed in bright red, who took the inside seat. i later discovered that they were two of my colleagues in the office. for the rest of the week, i saw them on the same seats every morning, though they were no longer dressed in the colours of savoury condiments. but i continued to call them ketchup and mustard in the privacy of my own head.

after that week i went overseas and ever since i came back i've been adjusting my morning alarm so that i catch the later bus (which brings me to the office right on time, instead of 12 minutes early) but today, being extra kiasu, i woke up earlier and thus managed to catch the 7.27am bus.

i wonder what happened to mustard / ketchup :c

(update: i finished clockwork princess about an hour ago and it is so full of feels omg my eyes are still raw from sobbing and wailing so much i love jem especially)