i don't know if i should be happy or sad that i'm inching closer to returning to my original state. it is both bad and good depending on how you look at it (from my perspective it's really really good but from the rest of the world's perspective it is varying degrees of bad)

also my mother is singing out loud right now it is quite horrible i hope she doesn't ever see this oops

spent the whole day trying to get myself to start on chinese or malay revision like finally because o's are in 6 days but ...... i ended up doing lots of weird things on the internet while snacking on biscuits instead :c and i found a piano score of ballad of mona lisa wow it actually looks ... hard. i haven't really touched the piano since after my grade 8 exam so i am really really rusty now

yesterday was one of the best days in the whole of october. firstly i got to sleep in because school's out and malay only started at 10am. i spent malay lesson eating my mini m&ms from heralds'15 with bernice. then after lesson ended pei xuan and i went to causeway point to eat sushi and have fun at playgrounds meant for kids below the height of 120cm (so typically us). though we were missing the company of /coughs/ another fellow oversleeper it was good fun.

we spent the rest of the afternoon at pei xuan's house where pei xuan revised chinese while i fell asleep on her wooden dining table which i almost drooled on. when i woke up it was 5.15pm so we had to rush to orchard mrt to meet yiwei and angeline for writers' block the musical. we finally reached like 20 minutes late and we were on the same train as stupid angeline which means that yiwei had to wait alone outside kfc for us haha sorry :( we had KFC for dinner. we also shared cheese fries among the four of us and we paid for it using a whole lot of 5/10/20-cent coins hahaha.

it was 7.10 when we finished dinner and it was then that angeline confessed that the musical only starts at 8 and the three of us went what???? what do we do now. so we walked to school in the fading light of 7.10pm (...no actually it was quite dark already) and sat in complete darkness in the GB room ... for about 5 seconds before everyone took out their phones and started texting or doing whatever.

writers' block was good!! the music was really nice too omg i have such talented schoolmates ide ;~; and the acting was Not Bad too everything was quite fantastic. :)

so after the musical px and i brought the 2 of them to the Sponge (hehe) and we had lots of fun and angeline was unglam as usual and after we'd had enough we lay down on the amphi stage and enjoyed some quiet stargazing :)

happy days are coming to an end yet again let me treasure these times. maybe my inability to feel exam-stress is something worthy of appreciation too