so today i spent half the day trying to download adobe premiere pro / after effects, then working with my super laggy computer (even now while i type this post out with no other apps or windows open it is lagging), then finally settling down with windows live movie maker and doing some editing for about one and a half hours, and finally crying in despair as the software crashes and all my work disappears before my very eyes (bc i forgot to save)

do ye feel me
my broken heart, my life devoid of hope
;__;

i am so fed up with wl movie maker
this has actually happened before (and yet i repeat the same mistake of not saving my work i am equally dumb) i really really have no words now


moving on to less frustrating matters my entrepreneurship options is growing on me and no i'm not just saying that cos i am earning money (though that's one of the reasons hahaha) but it's quite fun shouting at people and shamelessly trying to market your product in a nice and safe environment that is rgs. nic is the best i think the other day when we almost couldn't sell off our doughnuts she rushed up to the GO, asked to see the principals and persuaded shirley tan to buy 2 boxes hahaha

art of filming and art of folding are just plain terrible rn i have lots of videos to edit and i have no imovie / any other working & non-laggy & non-prone-to-crashing-suddenly video editing software

physics of flight is as usual slack but boring and i just remembered that we have a quiz tomorrow i have not learnt anything since the start of options

i am in a really odd mood now i am quite high i think because of the liquor in all the chocolate i've been eating (i have very low tolerance sorry) and the sugar rush is battling against my severe lack of sleep so my body is just acting really weird now

do i want to talk about my ~feelings~? nope
ok goodnight / i shall go back to my video-editing