yesterday night was one of the rare times i experienced sleep paralysis as you can tell i am no desiree the unpro with her weird dreams

so i got that weird body-locking tingle and then i tried to wriggle my toes then my fingers then lift my hand up and when i could move again i went down the ladder (i sleep on the top bunk) and walked to the kitchen, picked up a knife and started doing dangerous things with it ... and then i realised i was hallucinating and snap! i was back in my bed.

but anyway i finally got myself out of paralysis and turned over to the other side to sleep ... and then i got the body-locking tingle again T_T this time it was harder to unlock but i managed to kick my way out in the end and then being afraid that it would happen yet again i rolled off my bed and took a stroll around the house before returning to bed ... and i couldn't fall asleep till around 3+

which would explain why i am so tired today e_e and also i got back bio + malay. my marks aren't fantastic but i've learnt to make do with 3.6s c: also guys i have a new crush ......candy crush..... ok not funny???
every moment i'm not with you i am thinking of you and it's driving me crazy i really feel like i'm addicted to your touch. this sounds wrong and whatever but seriously can we just go some place and cuddle :c :c :c
i finished feedback yesterday and i haven't started studying for EYAs but admit it neither have you

also this is the first time i am experiencing physical attraction alongside emotional attraction in the past it was always either this or that