all i could see was her ribs, cascading down her back, a neverending spiral.

my computer has officially crashed and my vectors test is tomorrow but i have not gone to look at the lessons on ace-learning yet and ... am i planning to? nope. i am a hopeless kid but janelle said something during recess today...

"why do teachers always think of us as the bad students? we're good students."

...which reminds me of xiao hai bu huai / bu ben / some other local movie hahaha but .... ya it's true. do we smoke? no. do we do drugs? alcohol? no & no (also has anyone ever gone high on bio lab ethanol before hahaha just a crazy thought). do we pon school often? no. do we fuck the first guy we see? no. what did we even do? just minor transgressions - eating in class, using phone / internet illegally, not doing homework, all the usual things that (almost) everyone does!! is it cos we don't study? cos we don't do homework? cos we care less about our GPA than other stereotypical RGS girls? but even then it's not even like our exam marks are below average or anything, so how do they even tell anyway?

ya but i do realise that all that on top is not applicable to me because people look at me, and immediately they label me as a guaikia. hahaha you know those type who will hush people at the slightest hint of sexual innuendos, pull their socks high high, scold those who use phone / eat in class, exempt themselves from sex ed .... yup that's totally me. of coz.

i have exhausted this topic now let's move on to px's b'day present


goodnight