it's all part of the plan
Happy April Fools'!
posted on Sunday, April 01, 2012 @ 10:18 PM


exactly one year and a day ago, i created dewdropsfromheaven (now cynicalowls) and idk why, but it marked the ending of one chapter of my life and kickstarted another. honestly speaking that new chapter (which is still going on now) hasn't been a really desirable one ... as in i enjoyed myself loads for the past one year + a day but i don't think others enjoyed my presence as much as before :< it's strange but i think that starting anew really changed me in ways that didn't become apparent until much later when my sheer bitchiness prevailed and i started earning my first true and hard enemies etc yeah ok you say everyone gets enemies but i've always believed in ~peace and harmony~ and before that most people either are -meh- about me, find me slightly irritating or just like me but now it has changed, people have changed, i have changed, everything has changed :c

why
why must there be change

people ask me why i'm so sentimental and why i'm forever looking into the past and ignoring the future until that has too become the past (haha no really) well why d'you reckon so huh????

anyway, thg was wonderful *-* i think all the feedback from shirim and angeline who went to watch it before i did lowered my expectations and when i watched it was ... better than i expected!! :) omg near the end i was almost crying already ;__; rue why must you die

and everyone laughed every time we saw gale's /disapproving cringe/ whenever katniss and peeta kiss hahaha x)

k have to rush homework and prepare full u tomorrow (so sian) (omg no study block tomorrowz) (house???) byeeeeeee

p/s: i tweeted this already but still the world needs more love so /////
and this is my wonderful, lovely new wallpaper c:

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But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.