i really wonder what i was thinking in sec 1 now didn't I look into the mirror every time i brushed my teeth and wonder why i was so ugly like I did in sec 2 and 3 and why did i wear such amazing clothes that I look absolutely fantastic in (still do that now hahaha)
oh gosh was i really that pathetic too

i look no better than i did in sec 1 (actually worse) but at least i have a little more self-awareness now ... which might not be a good thing truth be told

and also the sec 2/3 me is such a bitch as compared to sec 1 me who was just (most of the time) harmlessly annoying :c