got home from a long day of attempting to do pw in school and realised that my rashes had worsened when i took off my skirt and looked into the mirror

'friends' - idk if you all are even worthy of that status now

and to worsen my mood my mum went for ptm and got many complaints from victoria neo so ... idk what's gonna happen now but it's not going to be very good e_e

well now it's almost 12, which means that yuxin has to go offf soon. i was supposed to do my gp homework because victoria is going to throw me a white slip the first chance she gets but then i ... digressed ... and i haven't even unzipped my school bag yet. my pw group is chatting on the gdocs but i'm too lazy to open the window cos i think the chat has gone too far and is going too fast for me to catch up anyway, and i feel irresponsible and bad but i think i'll just pop by after i'm done with gp. not like i can help much with my useless idea-less brain anyway ;__;

i also have chem and math due ......... l o l joke
gp exam on wed, and since i have never ever in my entire life studied for an english exam before, i am kind of sort of very absolutely screwed

these days i feel exhausted and it's all cos of my own doing but idk why can't people treat me like their friend why do they all forget me it's tiring to keep afloat when i have a thousand hands pushing me underwater (and i can't breathe underwater)