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Monday blues

pics of switzerland from my phone

yes i am having the monday blues because work is really tiring and i think i'm gonna appreciate school life a lot more after this internship (tho i'd probably forget to appreciate after a few weeks, i'm like that). it's really lonely at work now that the jeremy and mus have left and i'm the only intern currently. i didn't really talk much to them but jeremy was really good at filling up silences and mus was a classic gentleman. they were both nice people c:

today was the first time i spoke to joanna! i was really scared of her because on the first day, when shauna introduced me to her, she refused to say hi. like what who does that??? it made me think that she's this really stuck up bitch but i guess she was just rushing something important then. she seems quite friendly now that i've seen her interact with her colleagues more, albeit a little temperamental (but aren't we all). i actually wanted to make a DIY counter to 20 dec but then i realised that the programme only ends on the 31st .... kill me now omg

i hate work, i hate early mornings, i hate jet lag, i hate photoshop & illustrator, i hate having to be productive ugh! this programme has really made me think twice about my future career - i realise i simply cannot work within fixed hours. i've always been an evening / late night person and i just cannot function in the morning unless it's physical exercise. and i really don't get why my colleagues get too lazy to walk further than the opposite coffee shop for lunch because i am always itching to walk / run after 4 hours of sitting down in the morning. like won't your butt get really tired and your eyes really sore!

also since the interns have left and the others are working overtime every day to make up for the loss in manpower i feel a bit paiseh to be leaving the office on time even though i am killing to get out of my desk.

sigh i really really feel like quitting man this is tiring meh
and my parents are still expecting me to study for SATs o m g creys

p/s: made a new layout and i was so rusty, i took like 2 hours

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But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.