am i expected to write something of substance here

.....no tq i m really sleepy


so tired now zzZz and my legs are white and sandy from mosquito bite scratch marks. i hope i don't get dengue. right now my entrepreneurship group is doing presentation slides (we start early we are productive and hardworking) and i really don't know how to be useful hahaha so i just exited the doc s i g h

today i asked cherkuan about the money he said he will reimburse us on monday like finally

i think jula thinks we really love her hahaha i was hiding a smile when i saw her and got reminded of some funny memories and she saw me trying to hide my smile and smiled back omg

and today i went to moove media with my parents to ask about my internship. i am actually not so apprehensive about it anymore cos the workplace seems really happy and interesting!! their interior design is cute and spunky and they have this really cute reward system: if you do something well you get to attach a helium-filled aluminium balloon to your work desk i mean how nice is that hahaha

plus they say they might possibly give me an 'allowance' which means money $_$ hehehe not so bad after all!!

and i rushed out math PT this morning it was crap bc we lost our video and only found out yesterday night (sorry gaiz for always doing last min work sigh) i really really feel bad for people who are forced to work with me :( :( and then i am too lazy to do anything to change that

also yesterday i finished a monster calls by patrick ness. i recommend it to anyone who appreciates literature and art (it's a picture book like those kind your baby brother would read ok not really) and/or has experienced grief before. i'm currently reading songs of the humpback whale by jodi picoult. it sounded promising at first but after i started reading i find it feels quite cheap as compared to her other books. i feel cheated :(


i really have no life skills i just want to stay in a corner and be invisible and maybe have one person to be invisible with me and that's it i don't want to have to talk to anyone else or do anything else

#weirdoupdates: you (quite correctly, though i would never ever admit this in your face) assumed, you were your usual selfish self, you turned people against me, but i shall not give in
because i still have my pride