so i was born in 1997 and was admitted into sec school in 2010 but that doesn't mean i'm sec 4 now omg please i'm not sec 4 this cannot be real. time really flies like a winged monster - orientation and my sec 1 noobness feels like yesterday but it has long been replaced by disorientation and sec 4 noobness

and it's slowly coming to me now tho i don't really see it in my face yet but o's are this year omG it's like my 2 twin brothers taking PSLE this year and all the shit that the teachers tell them: it's the last lap it's sprinting lez go

first day of school and i'm dead tired not from all of today's events (nothing much besides class admin matters being settled, ccao prep after school) but from the mere thought of the months stretching ahead of me .... leading up to JCship ;__; i am very not ready for this someone save me SOS

ok lah i know that i've always been a little ~developmentally-delayed~ for my age (haha that's a really nice way of putting it) but this is going way overboard plus number two i have not gotten the money file from yifan yet :< ruth ruuth ruuthh where r u!!!

idk if i'll actually have the discipline to really buck up and study / revise this year (LQL i think not i haven't even done the math worksheet that i was supposed to complete by tomorrow plus my stats assignment is still pristine as always)

wahte evne :c haha now i'm just waiting for the CCAO photos to print ;__; my printer is dying

p/s: happy new year c: