wht vn the number of presents you receive does not determine how good your christmas is
the year is quickly coming to an end and i really do not want 2013 to come because there are just so many challenges to face and scary things to be afraid of in the coming year (e.g. GB, o'levels, secfourism) and i'm really not prepared

also there is the perennial fear of not being able to fit into my uniform when school reopens because as expected i've been spending my holidays eating and sleeping all day long zZz plus before i went for the london-paris trip my mother brought us to the library and we all borrowed about 30_books_each (lauren oliver's delirium series and ally condie's matched trilogy are really worth reading btw)

my father has been asking me about my career prospects and he started talking about his job both in jurong and in SBS but ok i have no idea what to do in the future :c a uni cert isn't worth much nowadays like my mother said london's public buses are driven by university graduates and if i don't even make it to uni ........... i might as well start cleaning toilets right now for practice

also i realised that i forgot to re-email ms he regarding my RS choice for 2013 shoot shoot i really do not want to go for f1 comp again but

i am still yet undecided about whether to go for 6H class outing this saturday i mean i really really want to meet my all of them again but i'm super scared that they're all going to laugh at me and judge me :c what kind of predicament is this even


my stats assignment, a large bruise forming on his pristine white forehead, cries out pitifully from under a forever friends© paperweight. "i'm horny please do me!!!1" it begs, but i'm no cheap woman. a stack of slightly crumpled, half-used notepaper lies abandoned below my brand new malay textbook. "the habits of mind," it recites in a well-practiced, stately fashion, "are 13. taking responsible risks, 14. finding humour, 15. thinking independently and 16. learning continuously." several lever arch files from the shelves above narrate the spokes in paul's wheel of reasoning in manner of reply.