i have gone crazy over bbjx ;__; this is not good for my eyes ... nor my nose either i haven't cried through my eyes yet (i am the master of controlling tears!!!! this comes from being overemotional) but my nose has been flowing non-stop every time i watch bbjx ;__; ;___; ;_________;

i have decided that i am and will forever be an ardent supporter of yinsi (ba ye)!!! you know every time i get to even the happy parts that ba ye and ruoxi are together (even when i'm thinking of them) i get all teary-eyed and am just overwhelmed with sadness ;__; i am such an extremist ;__; can't they marry and live happily ever after ... albeit just for the next 16 years before his death?! at least you 2 get to spend 16 blissful years together right ;__; why, ba ye??? why, ruoxi???? why can the two of you be a nice couple??????????????? this is breaking my heart </3

okay shouldn't dwell on such things gah my nose
tomorrow i will continue watching ep 15 (dvd version with 35 episodes)

oh and speaking of which, i printed out the scores for san cun tian tang and deng ni de li jie!! i played through both a few times and now i can /roughly/ play them oh no this is making me sad all over again </3

either god gave me an overdose of hormones or i'm pregnant ;__;



hahahaha mustache-pulling part!! which is probably the only part at which i wasn't crying through my nose x)




this is probably my favourite siye x ruoxi moment!! heeheeeeee
and my favourite ba ye x ruoxi moment is when they roll all over the grass kissing u_u i've always been a hopeless romantic no really u_u

okay enough