current to-do list: ss aa, malay aa, english oral, physics pt, maths e-journal, f1 car designs, train for napfa, mugtime for next monday, badgework

i think i had better start / resume on my car designs now
don't be stupid obviously i know how much you want me to quit shirim, to quit gb but if anything your intolerance has just made me even more determined to tahan till sec 4 (not that i have an cca to go to, anyway) ... i know this is being a complete bitch but i can't help it - when people annoy me i tend to try to prove them wrong (unless that's too taxing eg. studying for exams) - it's a disgusting and detestable habit i've had for ages.

today *she* (wow what have you done to deserve special mention on my blog) went out of her way to annoy and embarrass me ... yet again. thanks i really appreciate how you specially treated me but i think i know who actually and genuinely cares for my welfare and who does it for the attention / whatever benefits it will get you. oh btw i'm very aware of your little collaboration and it really, really humiliates me so please stop doing this?? because to me it's not just embarrassment, it's humiliation. the fact that i have to bear with you till i graduate kind of irks me - is this how i want to remember my last 2 years in rgs? no, definitely not. i'm surprised to find that i'm okay with a peace treaty but things are just too awkward currently ~_~

and so annoying --
(i typed this a minute ago and now i forgot what i was about to type, hahaha)

OMGOSH I JUST DELETED MY CAR DESIGN BY ACCIDENT!!!!!!!!!!
SDFGHJKL I REALLY CAN'T FIND ANY OTHER COPY

i'm such a genius